Seed Book

i remember one time lying next to james overwhelmed i cried. “it’s just that time is like this sea of moments. they’re all rushing over me. they’re too fast for me to hold onto. and right now with you i am so happy. but one day this will just be something we remember. i can’t hold onto it. it’s already gone.”

i may have actually said that or something like it. i may have said nothing at all.

but that’s how it is. chasing pleasures is like chasing ghosts.